the thing is, i've already took a gap year during a levels to do an extra a level in art - which i totally hated! i'm amazing at art, but the teachers were terrible! my inspiration was beyond their grasp, and i think they didnt know how to teach me properly as i had all this creativity but during stressful times such as exams, it went poof. from then on i decided that art should be a hobby instead, and i still think thats the best way to approach art.
after doing 4 years of university studying biochemistry/biotechnology i kinda feel like this is where i belong, i love science and the things i've learned, experienced and the abilities i've developed have all been so amazing. i love every lecture and i guess all i could say is 'alhamdu allah' because all this would not have happened if it wasn't for my parents who were behind me all the way.
however this year i got so fed up with deadlines! its been one deadline after another and the feeling reminded me of what happened in art a levels where i lost interest after a while. i guess i'm afraid that this would also happen with biotechnology :/ i need to stay motivated!
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