Day 2:
Priority is food today, after realising that the parents were unaware of my commitment to Ramadan this year. Honestly it made me a little sad that they wouldn't think I would fast this year. For the previous years I had not been able to do Ramadan properly. This was because of both work and revision commitments.
My health was also an issue, I don't attend the gym on a regular basis, so couple my stamina with fasting and I could only function on basic mentality levels... Almost like a zombie.
This year I have no commitments. I don't know if that's a blessing or not, but this Ramadan I want to make the most of it. This means praying 5 times a day, learning the qiyam al layl prayer possibly if it doesn't prove to be difficult, and get to know more about my religion.
Moving away from the tangent ranting, today I went with my little sister shopping for food. I don't think I will be doing a completely strict diet, considering the lack of water and the possibility of pronounced ketosis, and muscle loss.. it's a little risky.
So, the menu consists of fish, chicken, broccoli, cauliflower, cheese sprinkles. (until I get bored from this combo)
Day 3:
I was so tired yesterday I fell asleep after Iftar and didn't awake till it was time for Suhoor. I felt a huge surge of exhaustion, possibly from the fasting or from doing so little activities. My arms in particular felt very weak. I may need to start some form of exercise or toning/stretches to maintain muscle composition.
I have been diagnosing the problems faced with the microphone on my pc and have come to the conclusion that the on board sound card present on my Asus x79 deluxe motherboard is actually very very bad for microphone input. I will need to purchase an exterior sound card.. Possibly the Asus Xonar U7. I also want to invest in an antlion modmic 4.0 which happens to be the best mic for pc.. Assuming that my current omni mic would not work properly with the sound card. Regardless, a dedicated sound card should fix the majority of transmission problems faced, and should make the overall sound of my computer yummy :D
I feel like these purchases are however optional and not urgent, so for the time being I would like to consider other options.
It has been 3 days away from league of legends and I don't feel withdrawal. Possibly because I've been so tired but maybe I had better will power than I thought. It's interesting how much time you realise you have in a day when you're not preoccupied with lol, I have been so much more productive but at the same time.. Repressed or ignored emotions that I have not dealt with the past 3 months have resurfaced. I guess Ramadan is perfect for this because you want to reach a higher spiritual enlightenment and strengthen the mind. Feels like a boot camp, kinda.