time heals

they say that time heals all wounds. i would like to believe this, i would like to say that i am moving on though it seems that i am more becoming numb to the pain than anything.
however i am starting to grow with frustration. i would like to escape from my current state of stasis.
i need something to help me get back on my feet so i've started looking for jobs, i've started to clean out my room, and i've started to take care of myself - but i need to do more.
with ramadhan around the corner i feel like i need a new outlook on life. i need to learn more about my religion to discover a new point of view. i hope to complete the qur'an this month, and surround myself with meaningful motivational pictures to help transform my current state into a more positive and productive vision.
i hope to report back here everyday of the month with my findings, in the hopes that something will sink in, something will flourish into greatness that i know i am certainly capable of.