Presentation

so my presentation in my eyes went better than i had anticipated. i didn't stutter, remained focused and pronounced everything properly - yeah i had a feeling those scientific words would bring me shame but thankfully that didn't happen. so as i was presenting and looking around the room i see frowns, frustrated expressions, confused, and maybe even day dreamers... and there i was just thinking wtf... my presentation was the most exciting one out of the lot! who the hell cares about questioning the public about animal cruelty? who the hell cares about boring and insanely depriving bioinformatics methods?! my mitochondria was way more interesting, especially with inception and super-sized mitochondria destroying buildings references. mine was awesome and people.. ehh especially the supervisors - IT WASN'T BORING, WHAT THE HELL?!

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so i finish and all, and oh my gosh, the supervisors go berserk on me, quizzing me on my presentation and among other mitochondria knowledge like hungry wolves! one of the girls at the end even apologised on behalf of her supervisor for tormenting me on the spot. other people got like 2 maybe 3 questions, and me.. i think it almost reached double digits but i was prepared.. after all, i've been doing this blasted dissertation for a whole year and spent my summer last year soaking up knowledge about diseases associated with mitochondria, so hell yeah i was answering every question i was asked, and was capable of handling more if those noobs thought that i wasn't prepared they were in for a showdown. they wanted to grill me on the spot, well they're gonna need a lot more wood to burn this baby.

overall it was an experience that i put a lot of effort into, gosh i think even the people in the next room could hear me rawr the information like splat after splat! thats probably the only bad thing, i started out being loud, and just continued that tone throughout... though it kinda helped, i was able to clear my mind and concentrate on what i was saying so everything was logical, everything made sense - my my i hope it did for others...
no way i would get any complements for there is none to get especially from ticked off supervisors. i don't blame them though, i had one hell of a bad year this year, and it just isn't going to get better for me. not now, not in the future and i fear for the grades that i'm going to receive next week. remember me in your prayer, and wish me luck, for i will desperately need it.