tear drops into the fire

being 24 just seems to make me even more outraged, i have to get into medicine. today i was complemented by one of the physio assistants, telling me that i would make a wonderful nurse, and me without even thinking snapped back at him "i don't want to be a nurse!"
pressure is getting to me, and i have to somehow maintain my cool. i can't be lost in my own little world of frustrations. its great that i'm working and all.. but what is it worth if i cannot pass gamsat? i have to pass this damn test! emo biology revision today.