i need to see change

frustrations kicking in, everytime i figure something out, another problem crops up, stripping away the confidence. i need to start seeing progress, i need to see change!!!
section 1 and 3 half test done, awaiting discussion over at scribblar. more biology done this week.. there is so much more material left to cover, i feel really annoyed with myself.

chillstep for revision

is it too early? i've resorted to places like plug.dj to update my music list and i've come across some amazing music to help me keep focused. to put it simply, the genre is called chillstep.
much much has been happening this week, bio revision, bio questions, essays, finished off orange booklet, started reading a new book about philosophy, gone through the physics questions.. aah too much done, though i still feel its not enough >.<

tear drops into the fire

being 24 just seems to make me even more outraged, i have to get into medicine. today i was complemented by one of the physio assistants, telling me that i would make a wonderful nurse, and me without even thinking snapped back at him "i don't want to be a nurse!"
pressure is getting to me, and i have to somehow maintain my cool. i can't be lost in my own little world of frustrations. its great that i'm working and all.. but what is it worth if i cannot pass gamsat? i have to pass this damn test! emo biology revision today.