bitter sweet dream

the weeks feel like they are going so quickly, theres so much to do and so little time left.
biochemistry done, now its organic chemistry tym. so i'm thinking about posting up some essays on here - anyone up for marking my work? heheh

HCA work y/n?

Yuna eyes are so pretty

how much experience can hca work actually get you? job descriptions kind of just say you'll be working with nurses.. what about doctors? i need that experience with doctors :(
revision is going really slow :L i need to spend more time on biochemistry!

one step closer

it feels like so long ago that i decided i wanted to do medicine.. it has only hit me now that i've got a long way to go.. so much to read, so much time to dedicate working as an underdog, i just hope i'm not really setting myself up for disappointment. 

insha'allah my hard work will be rewarded

i did something different this month and got myself a treat for all the long hours i've spent on my feet.

Clarks Gore-tex leather ankle boots - £30 from Clarks clearance

i've been wearing these water-proof clarks semi-high boots that go just above your ankle. they're lovely and comfortable until the weather gets really hot, and the hospital becomes a greenhouse! in the hospital where your own waterproof shoes start to become a swimming pool of sweat. odour follows soon after, so in all attempts to prevent this i decided to get some trainers. heres what i decided to go for:

Reebok Easytrain Viva Mid trainers - £50 from Debenhams.com

i've found that the ankle height boots to be really flattering and elegant with the uniform i currently wear at the hospital. i'm hoping these trainers will fit true to size really.. they should be coming today :P

the strokes - reptilia

so i looked at my effort this week and it looks like i'm slacking. dammit brain don't start procrastinating already :(
biochemistry is really killing me.. i honestly thought it was going to be one of the easy topics bleh i couldn't be more wrong - thats 2 weeks spent on this lame subject. nothing feels like it has stuck in eek! hope i'll have some time to revisit the stuff in biochemistry.. its all enzyme names, a damn long cascade of chain reactions (with weird and confusing names!!!!) and CO2's flying around destroying/elongating molecules supposedly responsible for the energy release and storage and conversion and eghhh.. you get the point.

biochemistry for beginners

glycolysis and proteins basics done. didn't realise how complicated glycolysis really was till now.. i'm not looking forward to the citric acid cycle and oxidative phosphorylation o_o; i feel like that Muppet dude in the picture! i need to cover some section 1 material this week too.. i've got to get into grips with revision problem is, time is flying fast.. really fast. 10 weeks left till GAMSAT & i can't help but panic!