chillstep for revision

is it too early? i've resorted to places like plug.dj to update my music list and i've come across some amazing music to help me keep focused. to put it simply, the genre is called chillstep.
much much has been happening this week, bio revision, bio questions, essays, finished off orange booklet, started reading a new book about philosophy, gone through the physics questions.. aah too much done, though i still feel its not enough >.<

a post to keep on track

I wish i could say i've been revising. i wish i could tell you about all the wonders i've learned over the past weeks. i wish i could say that life has been good to me.. in reality the past weeks have been chaos. mainly, its my fault, and i'll be the first to admit it. i chose to work full time, i chose to volunteer for both the olympics and paralympics... things need to come together, but like water, you can't grip hold of time. with so much on the line.. i need to feel prepared.. and however hard i try to get organised, my energy is wasted elsewhere. be it work, or volunteering, or daily chores.. i feel limited. i barely sleep, and i feel like crap every single day.
i haven't told a soul at work or any of my friends about my intentions to do medicine. i almost did, but the person i spoke to really showed her true colours and reinforced my original decision to keep it a secret. i don't want to be treated differently, just equally as other members of staff.
i attended a physics online seminar with the doc today, and spent the rest of the day going through essay technique, had a nap earlier, and here i am now. i want to complete reading about part a of essays today and squeeze in some practice. i really need it! heres to wishful thinking:

insha'allah

EID MUBARAK

happy eid al fitr :) time to celebrate with MECHANICS and vectors and displacements and magnitude problems! yay me.... insha'allah all our prays will be heard and hope all our hard work and efforts be repaid with 95th percentiles xD its nice to dream.. happy eid everyone :3

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gcse physics done :D gosh thought that book would never end! section 1 you're next!

i'm having trouble with HR at the hospital regarding my references, where could one hire an assassin to infiltrate their headquarters and assassinate their leader? i could really use an ezio right now *sigh*

small details

covered moar physics today - i kind of went over chapter 3 again - i realised theres more about waves later on in the revision guide so i better have a fresh read through it again. done chapter 3 and 4 today. so far its a third of the revision guide, lets keep at it and finish this beast.

F=ma

got through moar gcse physics chapters today - though the fact that i had not slept great last night really showed - even hot chocolate couldn't keep me awake. i definitely see the difference in gcse and a level physics levels now. what really concerns me is how on earth did i pass my gcse physics exam?! this stuff is hard! patience i say, patience!!

Polymer pron. Yes, it's pron.

i'm sorry, i'm so so sorry. i couldn't stop laughing at this. also, an idiot tagged this as physics.. wtf?!
so the physics electricity equations are kicking my ~
i'll continue to rehearse them this week in the aim of learning them off by heart. forces here i come :)

baby steps

watched physics videos, done chapters 1-4 on gcse physics

its so good to have a bank holiday to kick start things off :)